The Beech tree

That is my topic today, in this writing ~ to give reverence to the majestic Beech Tree
When ever I come upon a Beech in the forest, I have the experience one might have when one meets a Beloved unexpectedly, on a walk or along one's daily path. I feel a rush of recognition that lifts my light. I feel a reaching between me and the tree that is both subtle and physical. The beauty, majesty and elegance of the Beech is the gift I hope to describe here. My reverence for this being persuades me to overcome any shyness or fear.

In the Spring, the Beech is one of the early trees to risk stretching their buds to the sun. In the image above, I am holding the magic of this act. From that golden bundle as many as seven leaflets and a stem may unfurl over the course of a few days or weeks, depending on the temperatures and light.

In the Spring, when this emergence is occurring, their golden tips shimmer like embers in the early Spring. The camera does not capture the way a Beech forest appears to twinkle thousands of fairy lights in the Spring light. It can feel quite ethereal in the ebbing light of twilight, or in the rain, when the water droplets on the buds catch the light and amplify it like a thousand golden crystal gems. A Forest of golden embers.

The buds emerge slowly out of their cocoon. When they do, they have a soft downy fuzz on them to protect them from the cold, or at least that is what I think it is. I love that stage. And can hardly resist trying to photograph it every year. (See photo section.)

Beech trees grow in community. When one enters a Beech enclave, the color of the light changes, adding to the sense of ethereal dimensional shifting. It feels like moving through watery light. Uplifting my spirit with the subtlety of this light and energy, bringing wordless wisdom and peace.

The branches are unique in the way they weave and intertwine as they grow, creating magical sacred geometry. Their flowing branches seem to follow paths of unseen energy waves. Awe at the design and unknowing sense of meaning sweeps over me. I often wonder to myself, "have you been singing your creation song, right here, all along? and only now, I have ears to hear?"

Before I end this reverie, I will also try to describe the way their leaves sound like the ocean waves when the wind moves through them. Indeed, the same waves of motion moving through the forest gives the appearance of ocean tides, swelling the waters of leaves to and fro, as the branches respond and play in the wind. The waves of motion sounds like the wind singing to the sea. Surely, few other trees are as likely to pull the wind to them as the Beech to communicate something to its neighbor as it joyfully passes the energy along from one branch to the next.

In Autumn, the leaves often choose to fall in one golden opportunity of splendor. When the winds and sun are just right, millions of golden leaves fly in the air and swirl to the currents that had played with them all summer. Free to float, they dance in these currents until they gracefully and slowly land creating a carpet of gold on the forest floor.

I could say more of their mysteries, but this post is already long and I wish to honor them by keeping my reverence as elegant as they.
I hope I came close to that goal~
Today, I toss restraint to the winds,
To the very winds that dance and play with the Beloved
To the tree and wind that create the song of creation together,
I ask, teach me also to dance with the song of creation, so free of care, so I too can toss to and fro in the delight of it all.

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Every year, I discover an area in my garden where the wild thrives.
I leave these areas to tend to themselves, leaving them to manage and flourish in their own wisdom and design

Wherever, and whenever the wild appears, I do not wish to tame it. nor change it. Instead, I seek it, adore and revere it. In the moment of meeting, I feel the thrill of glimpsing into the mysterious wonders of our Dear Mother Earth. I witness at that moment how seemingly random synchronistic events can come together to make beautiful designs, geometry, and sacredness, just as it is, full of passion, ecstasy, and unfolding wonder.

Indeed, in my garden, the wonder unfolds through the seasons with ever changing color and beauty. In the image above, first a nettle green appears, new and cleansing, then a narcissus bliss bright and heady, later the promise of a daisy, and a bold dock, and at last a spread for Queen Ann's Lace, supported by the balm of bee. All this emerges from one wondrous, 12 inch square serendipitous patch of wild.

Grow, grow Dear Earth, in your direction and joy. Thank you dear Mother for allowing me entrance to this beauty; I revel in your freedom and beauty. And am deeply grateful.

What a splendid time to be writing about trees.

"The Chartruese is Starting!"
The mystery of Spring begins the magnificent display of life force budding up and out in flower and leaf.
Coming in Cascading waves of splendor and motion.
Little soft tufts appear on the very tips of these great beings, (and every where in between!)
Aspens, Striped Maples, and Beech begin the chorus, followed quickly by the birches and others.

Today, while driving south, I barely could keep my eyes on the road, out of reverence and admiration for the splendor and beauty.
Each tree bursting with clarity and purpose, singing with vitality yet softness; each with its own unique song, each in harmony with the whole. Each one magnificent in its beauty.

All of this Splendor and joy, can only happen, and only arrives after the deep dive of winter into one's roots and root systems. It is only after the descent can the reemergence of Spring's life force arrive. And oh how it does arrive with clarity, purpose and vitality.
The same is true for we humans~ First, there is the downward descent to one's very core Self, to one's source and center. Downward and inward we spiral like the sap in a tree renewing our souls and hearts. That inner spiral "grounds," cleanses and allows us to hear our own truth and our own Song. It is like a clearing of the throat before singing the song; a renewal of the soul for the upward climb

Then, when the waters of heaven fall gently down and meets the waters of earth, when the waters of our root systems push upward, ready to express our being, only then can our hearts once more rise up to sing their songs. Only then can our hearts Spring to life once again.

As far as I can tell, the trees seem unaware that there is a pandemic going on. The trees, and for that matter, all of Spring appears to be going about their business of Spring with full gusto: The sap flows up through the trees to any tip it can find, the flowers bud; the Spring arrivals trill and chirp, flitting around getting on with their mating dance; the owls call gloriously celebrating their convocations in pre dawn hours; mud alchemizes into grass. In short, all seems well in the woods.

As I generally look to the trees for daily guidance, taking my cue for living from these wise elders, I wonder to myself this Spring, how can my life reflect their joy and splendor? Answers come fast, and arrive as follows~

Trust~
Trust my resilience, to be strong and flexible, to respond and adapt and still laugh with joyful life force
Reach for the light wherever and however it shows up. Even if one must grow sideways. Simply reach, destination unimportant.
Send my roots deep into the abundant earth. Now, is a time of plenty. From these roots, one finds stability, nourishment and support.
Reach out to friends, neighbors and community. And for a tree, community is global. Who knows who needs a wave of a smile.
Dance and sway to the unseen, the music of the spheres and wind.
Send one's light out to the cosmos, knowing the web of life connects us by the very breath we breath and the atmosphere that contains us.

Those answers feel wise choices when many could be feeling fears of lack, or isolation. I pray that I, like the trees and wind, feel the grace of connection, not the despair of isolation. So... like the trees, I aim to embrace abundance, laugh and sing, and clap my hands often.

“For ye shall go out with joy,
And led forth with peace:
The mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing,
And all the trees of the field shall clap their hands." (book of Isaiah)

"Brothers and Sisters, Here is what I know, here is what I know and it goes like this~
"In your love my Salvation lies, In your love, My Salvation lies."

Orange Sky by Alexi Murdoch

The path of Venus is The path of the heart

A few days before Venus started this particular journey, she brushed up with the Pleiades, the seven sister star cluster. In the evening in the western sky I got to see Venus just below the little cluster of stars. I have always loved this group of stars~ a magical cluster associated with a magical number.

I also have always loved that the best way to see this star community is by averting one's eyes, by seeking their home just off the actual location. I like to think perhaps, like the heart, one best sees the Pleiades when not using the glare of rational perspective or preconceived notion of place, time and form. Instead, when softening the vision, one can really See!! And humorously, when practicing this skill at night, my mind almost always jumps in and flicks my eyes back to the actual physical spot saying, "really, all that is in that cluster??", only to be rewarded with the dimmed-down version of a smudge.

I like knowing that when I widen my gaze with reverence, or indeed sidle up to any being, with honor, humility and hope that I see More beauty than is in my dreams. It feels when this happens that I see a spark of the Divine in that eternal moment ~ Will I See you if I Look from a new different angle, a different spot? What if I look here? Or here? Then will I See You??

Regarding the magic of this month's passing~Much has been written about the Pleiades, saying that they carry unconditional Love for all the earth and her inhabitants. Here is what I know, that when I lie down on this precious earth and avert my eyes to gaze under the sky's mystery, a gentleness enters my Spirit, a gentleness that does not reflect my mental chatter. It is the peace of a warm smile. I leave the moment feeling refreshed, a renewed hope and awe.

Venus passed this warm smile prior to entering her retrograde shadow this year, like a graduate being given the blessing of her kin prior to starting a new petal path; prior to her descent into the underworld. It brings scope to this journey. That even the stars are not alone. That even the stars have their kin sharing encouragement and support. ("Go team GO...")

I celebrate her, and our star kin. And Thank you for being in my life.

Love to all of you

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April 11, 2020

Further musing on the present path of Venus through the sky~

Some call the planet Venus the planet associated with the heart; I am calling this path of the heart 'The path of many petals.' The path of one's heart unfurling and blooming on the path of love. As with any path, it is one step at a time

I take it slowly (with all the extra time I have in this global pause,) noticing what is here now. What feeds my joy now? What feeds my laughter and delight? I trust that what reveals itself to me is my next step. (even if that step, as it was today, is cleaning certain arcs within my home. An interesting focus before the descent to the underworld)

I remind myself when the steps feel hard, as it can with the ground in these Northern woods still thawing, that I can focus on the challenges before me, those that separate and divide, or I can look at the source that I love~ the face of the Beloved before me. When posed in this way, the choice seems obvious; the path feels clear even when the end destination remains unknown. I choose a path of joy

We are in a pause before the descent, I trust in trust. I trust my Spirit who has brought me to this exquisite specific moment in creation to experience this specific step as a part of the making and unfurling of the eventual flower. Every step, when seen as integral to this path becomes that of walking on hallowed ground

Happy path to your heart's center.

~Happy Easter, Passover and Ramadan soon to be~

Namaste

The guidance I received this morning seemed such a nice gift to share on this Leo New moon~ Blessings, and in the words of Kaypacha~ Injoy 🙂

Relax into the now,
stillness

See with eyes of wonder and potential

Recognize the synchronistic events, the everyday gifts of spirit
Follow the call into the unknown, to co-create with Spirit
Dream, intend, and yes, watch for the signs for next action

Release, as water through your fingers, old pain, old wounds
Still the mind and listen to the soft gentle voice urging you to test your new wings

"Identifying strongly with destiny’s design… while remembering our basic roots in ordinary soil"
Elias Lonsdale

New moon 11:11 EDT

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The wistful smell that drifts in the wind from the Spring Lilacs
Pierces through my mind's defense
Awakening a memory~

That beauty could outlast despair
That laughter could free and uplift hearts
That adventures could end in cozy comfort
With memories that nourish
That Now could befriend a centered heart
That hope could land with Love

In light of Trees has returned once more as an outlet for musings. I am thrilled to feel its possibilities. I hope to continue the channel here, of the conversations with the Divine Spirit that moves in all of us, that Inspires us with breath of life. Initially, in the early writings, the conversations stemmed exclusively from my relationship to trees and wind. Now, I hear and relay the whispers from many forms of life.

Today's inspiration came from the writings of Robin Wall Kimmerer and from her love of moss. Many phrases are direct quotes from her book ~ Gathering Moss. I have so much gratitude for her work and perspective; she is a wise teacher. Her work inspired the following, which feels like a message from Moss to me

In "An Affinity for Water" in Gathering Moss, (which reads like a poem,) I felt parallels in my life, and with my own affinity to water~

Dendroalsia:
This mossy sponge, this "companion of trees" drips a constant flow of water down the bark of Oaks to their roots, relinquishing water when an overflow exists. The slow release feeds the earth, adding to the communal well for nourishment of all life
This nourishing flow of manna, "fills the soil's reservoir for the Summer ahead. Yet, by August, the mossy carpets begin to dry and shrivel, becoming wiry skeletons." They appear lifeless, they are actually awaiting their renewal and their time of rebirth.

Kimmerer writes that the "atmosphere is possessive of its water," and moss in turn exerts its own pull. Like a jealous lover, it holds on as tightly as possible to the water ~ in curves, curls and folds and shapes of its surface. With its form, the moss invites water to linger, reside, make a home at its core.

It made me so happy to realize, as I read this, that something else beside me is also tied to the comings and going of water. I love the blessings of a good rain, which nourishes my soul with laughter, companionship, conversation, hope, aliveness. In the atmosphere of it's embrace, I feel new life, I feel participation and joy in the web of life. And like moss, when the moisture returns to the atmosphere, it's other home, I can feel dull, shriveled and, yes, lifeless. I too, like a jealous lover, seek to have the nourishment of water stay, mist my life, my days, my dreams, my wrinkled skin with its nourishment longer. I want to hold onto these cherished moments, asking the life of water to linger, to stay. Unlike moss, I do not relinquish these moments gracefully. I do not have the knowing for this patience, yet.

This kind of impatience makes it difficult to accept the transitions of life around the medicine wheel of time with ease. Unlike moss, I can forget that the apparent lifelessness, is indeed appearances only, that the shifting of its presence is a natural cycle akin to breathing in and out, to expansion and contraction, to give and take. I practice this surrender these days as life shifts and changes; I practice surrendering to the greater wisdom of Spirit. I practice allowing, awaiting divine timing of the manna of rain to return once more.

To help the practice, I make a list of attributes of moss to emulate:
Acceptance, patience, surrender
Allowing for the vagaries of Change
Surrendering to natural cycles,
Surrendering to the ways of water,
Gratitude for the cycles of the web
Acceptance that Dessication is part of the path

Acceptance... to a deeper knowing. Moss reminds me that there exists a deeper mystery, unseen in the cycles of contraction and expansion. It is my mind that values one over the other. It is my fear that I will lose should the blessed nourishment of rain cease; It is my fear that there is not enough Here, Now. It is my fear that I will cease to exist without it's presence. It is my fear of death, that says, "no, this can't be right," that wants my timing. The amount of energy my mind uses to convince me that something must be wrong when the waters recede is exhausting!!

What if Nothing is wrong? Mooji says that believing something is wrong, is one of the tricks that the mind plays to keep us tied to it. What if I began to see the dry period as a wonderful, refreshing quiet time allowing for replenishment of a different kind? What if the quiet allows for insight into the deeper mysteries of the Whole, and the wonder at that whole? And what if that wonder frees me?
What if this practiced surrender actually frees me to experience my life more fully? Freedom earned through total Surrender. What if being like moss is a gift of freedom?

When the rains do come, one drop at a time, it is, indeed, enough to start the transformation. Even after 40 years of dehydration, One drop will transform the apparent lifelessness of moss into turgidity. Once again they will swell, unfurl, grow green and resplendent. Once hydrated they can participate in transforming light and air into sugar. Their activity restored they can participate in creating sugar for their survival, and renewal. They participate again in the giving back to the earth.
To moss, desiccation is simply a pause in activity, not a death
Desiccation is a breath, a rest
Dry periods and the change it brings are part of the whole.

I will probably always revel in the free flowing gifts of water. It is my nature to love the freedom of movement and flow, dancing ever with the moving elements.
Yet life brings needed pauses
If I, like the moss can learn to allow for these pauses without resistance what freedom it would also bring for exploration.
If I can accept changes in my environment, accept the divine timing, knowing I will once more swell to my part in the web of life with the coming rains, I will better enjoy the renewal of quiet, and the wonders of transformation that it brings.
This path would lay the groundwork for my own cycle of renewal, refreshment and joy.

I seek the wisdom of moss to accept, unfurl and relinquish all with grace. Grace in the humility of a plan much greater than mine; In a plan that is mysterious, and generous; In a plan that incorporates the blessing of the whole and allows for all dreams to come to fruition in their beautiful design

Dendroalsia: This mossy sponge, this "companion of trees", drips a constant flow of water down the bark of the oak to the tree root

IMG_3784IMG_6755Spring is arriving in the Northeast!  And what a sensual delight. I am moved to share all the surprises that are greeting me.

Each year, I am increasingly sensitive to the changes and transformations that surround me, it becomes an endless wonder to experience the changing of winter to spring. I find that I forget the little details that comprises Spring. When they appear, they come as a surprise, much like a gift that lands unexpectedly at the doorstep.

I am so grateful for the endless gifts that seem to actively seek to raise my joy, vibration, and thoughts to delight that I will share them here in gratitude.  Please do share, what Spring surprises did you forget about?  What everyday things have you noted and in seeing it, felt like it was almost like seeing life itself for the first time?

Here is my list, so far:

Longer day light in the evening - giving me more moments to relish the softness of the season.  I forgot that the sun set after 8!! (How could I?)
Warmth on my skin

Tiny leaflets unfolding from the beech trees in graceful wonder
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Wild flowers emerging in abundance on forest floor
Red Efts (newt like animal) crawling across the moist forest floor's leaf mould-wow so bright
Green Green grass brilliantly glowing on a rainy spring morning


Looking up and seeing tiny graceful bright green leaves on the treesIMG_6942
Burbling Spring runoff calling for the return of the wild to our woods

0416124620_01BRIGHT Gold Gold finches -who remembers how bright their sound and feathers become in their Spring joy?
Daffodils and Tulips emerging from recently frozen ground

Spring Wind... so temptingly seductive to our senses

What captures your senses and attention?



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